11/01/2006

Me and mah boy


Aww, kawaii... Strangely enough, this shuts certain people up. Who knew?
And now, for Jerry, an explanation of the drawing. Because apparently this picture worth a thousand words...doesn't express enough words...
Ah well. It's kind of abstract, really.
Okay, hopefully no one has trouble understanding the whole shebang of Jerry and me together and hugging, right? K. The thing going on with the background is that Jerry's kinda pulling me back into the world. Before I met him (oh, boy, it's sharing time!) I had a pretty bleak outlook on life. Not much looked good for me or my future and I had a horrible self-image. So Jerry's sort of the reason why I didn't end up doing something like slitting my wrists (I've only cut myself once, and it scared the hell outta me) or just going out and killing myself. So, in a sense, he might be the only reason I'm actually still alive. He gave me something to look forward to in the day, and he made me feel like I was actually worthwhile to at least someone. Thanks. Back to the drawing, though. The lighting I put in, the orange glow on everything, is representative of fire (cliche, I guess... :P) which in itself represents how I had put myself into such a terrible mindset of hating myself and everything about my life. And there's Jerry, protecting me from it, telling me it's all okay.
I hope it's still all okay...

2 comments:

=LC= Kumoi said...

wow. kudos ^_^... very well done.

Wulfie said...

ty ty muchly! ^.^